Hi Dad. 3 years ago today you left and I still struggle with it. How I wish I could go back in time. If I close my eyes I can see you sitting on your sofa and it's like you're still here. Alexandros knows who you are. You would be so proud of him and now you have two other little great grand children too, Ruben and Isla but of course you know all this. You are watching over us all. Things are getting better and I know you have something to do with that! I miss you Dad. I'm so lucky that Julie made that video and I can see you and hear your voice. It brings me comfort. I need to watch it now because I'm so sad today. I love you Dad. Until we meet again, all my love Terri xxx